Krystal. 17. Senio12. TAKEN.
My dad is my best friend, im a daddys girl and i believe my dad is the only man in my life. I always say i wanna marry someone who is just like my dad we have a special bond. Well this is were the baseball curves i had a boyfriend named brandon we were somewhat close to where he became my bestfriend and out of the blue he left me after that i felt like i lost my bestfriend. i lost my grandpa in october that was a big turn in my life i then lost my aunt a month later life has been hard on me and i always have been strong for my mom and little sister it hast really affected my dad cause it wasnt his family but then last night i had just lost my great grandma. i really dont get what god is doing or why he is taking these people from me. and today my dad is accused of cheating on my mom sadly to say that this isnt the first time but my mom got through it for me and my little sister and i love her for being so strong for us. but now that my dad is accused my mom doesnt know what to believe my dad told her that its not true and i sorta believe my dad but at the same time i understand how much my mom is dealing with. if they were to get divorced i would have to choose who to stay with i love my dad but i also love my mom if i was to pick one person i would lose the other i am tired of losing people ive been trying for months to stay strong and i just cant anymore i feel like im slowly giving up and i cant take this anymore i havent been happy since ive lost my grandpa all of them have been so close to me and now im slowly losing them. i dont know what to think or what to believe anymore i feel like i need help being strong or else im going to break down and who knows what might happen after that. people tel me stay strong krystal you just have to stay strong but sadly i am tired of staying strong i cant do this on my own. i try my best to stay strong but i will break down crying alot of times i just wish someone could show me a path or help me be strong. i feel so lost in this big giant world.:(